Was realizing everything I ever wanted was right in front of me.
Was realizing I never wanted to kiss another human being ever again.
Was realizing my heart was his and i couldn't get it back.
Was realizing that he was the greatest thing that ever happened to me.
Was realizing that I needed to fix myself.
Made me realize I had to fix myself.
Made me realize that I needed him.
He made me feel.
I was happy and I know I'm sounding like the normal teenager,
With "fake love"
But I miss him.
And it hurts.
I'm so bad with my words,
And this is how I can say what I need to.
And I stumble with every few words.
I can't just ask him normally
Because I start shaking and rambling.
I know I'm annoying too,
I know that I'll start to annoy him
And I'll drive him away completely.