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Losing Him
Touching him,
Was realizing everything I ever wanted was right in front of me.
Kissing him,
Was realizing I never wanted to kiss another human being ever again.
Holding him,
Was realizing my heart was his and i couldn't get it back.
Loving him,
Was realizing that he was the greatest thing that ever happened to me.
Losing him,
Was realizing that I needed to fix myself.
Losing him,
Made me realize I had to fix myself.
Losing him,
Made me realize that I needed him.
He made me feel.
I was happy and I know I'm sounding like the normal teenager,
With "fake love"
But I miss him.
And it hurts.
I'm so bad with my words,
And this is how I can say what I need to.
And I stumble with every few words.
I can't just ask him normally
Because I start shaking and rambling.
I know I'm annoying too,
I know that I'll start to annoy him
And I'll drive him away completely.
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Struggle
It's a struggle.
Living in a body,
That's healthy.
That wants to live long.
That shows pride about what it looks like.
That pushes through the abuse you put it through.
To live with a mind,
That takes every single thought you think and wraps it until you can't breathe.
That is slowly trying to kill you with every breathe you take.
That hangs your body with a noose of thoughts.
Thanks to this Battle of Life and Death,
I've destroyed myself.
Even when I'm at my best,
I'm the worst.
I over-think.
Then, I think too little.
Or Maybe, I don't think at all.
My actions are almost always wrong.
My body pulsing at its own beat.
My mind is slowly wrapping a noose around me.
It's a struggle to smile.
Cause with a smile,
Comes a nice word for a stranger,
Like, "You're pretty."
And then I stop
And I believe it for a second
And then I remember my flaws
And I believe they just said it to be nice.
My mind is killing my body
And no one can really stop it.
It's a struggle,
Because within my flesh,
A batt
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To Him
The moment I saw you,
I lost my breath,
And my soul went with it.
When you smiled at me the first time,
My heart jumped out of my chest into your arms.
As the months went on,
We got closer.
I started to open up to you,.and told you things
I'd never utter to another person.
Seeing you was the highlight,
Of my dark days.
Making you laugh made me happy.
I was slowly falling in love
With you.
But I was scared,
Because people like you,
Don't end up with people like me.
Then,
On the night I was planning on leaving town and not coming back,
One of our friends,
Kept asking all these dumb questions.
All the emotions,
And feelings that I tried to run off,
Came back.
Your eyes.
Your smile.
You kindness.
Just You.
I couldn't leave
Because I loved you.
I finally asked you for the truth.
And after that,
All the missing pieces of my broken heart found their way home.
I felt loved and wanted.
My fears left.
Now, my heart's yours,
Until you decide you don't want to hold it anymore.
I'm not scared to sa
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To The Father Who Left
Hey Dad.
I wonder if you'd remember who I am.
The last time you seen me I was only about 4 years old.
I was happy and smiling all the time.
I had long red hair, as red as yours was when you were my age.
I didn't have glasses and
I was small and weak.
After you left, popaw took care of me and I grew up with him as 'dad'.
It's been 12 years since you left me and mom.
I wish you could see me now.
I'm tall and strong.
I'm doing amazing in school, even though Math is really hard sometimes.
My poems are getting better and my drawings are amazing.
I'm also following in your footsteps and I joined wrestling.
I'm doing so well with it.
I wished you'd come and watch me.
Mom told me you might come to my next MMA match to watch me
I really can't wait until that match,
Even though it's a year or two from now.
I bet you won't believe how much I've changed since you walked out. My hair's brown and short.
Memaw told me my eyes are are Grey and blue as yours was when you were 16.
I just hope you come h
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a study in silhouette
the eclipse of a bridge over the windshield
slides over sun-warmed glass and cool skin
sharp. blurry.
fingertips seeking out friction
spin her jeweled parasol and rest it on a shoulder.
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seeping out liquid charcoal or
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Touching him,
Was realizing everything I ever wanted was right in front of me.
Kissing him,
Was realizing I never wanted to kiss another human being ever again.
Holding him,
Was realizing my heart was his and i couldn't get it back.
Loving him,
Was realizing that he was the greatest thing that ever happened to me.
Losing him,
Was realizing that I needed to fix myself.
Losing him,
Made me realize I had to fix myself.
Losing him,
Made me realize that I needed him.
He made me feel.
I was happy and I know I'm sounding like the normal teenager,
With "fake love"
But I miss him.
And it hurts.
I'm so bad with my words,
And this is how I can say what I need to.
And I stumble with every few words.
I can't just ask him normally
Because I start shaking and rambling.
I know I'm annoying too,
I know that I'll start to annoy him
And I'll drive him away completely.

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Abbigail Samiie Yates
Artist | Student | Varied
United States
Hey there. Beautiful Person ! I'm Abbigail or Samiie. I'm 16, and I draw, write, and honestly a little bit of everything. I "master" in
the cartoonish types of drawings, even though I can draw pretty much anything. I love to write poetry and short stories. I normally stick to slam poems and off the wall stuff.
If you got an idea or just wanna talk, My kik is EverythingIsGrey120.

/>I hope you enjoy my page

xx,
SamiieGirl
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